April 27, 2010

Nivedhitha







My unborn child’s name... She should have come to this world by this week…
She has made me realize that life is always not as expected and accept life as it comes.

It has made me accept that there is always a reason for everything we undergo. This
event has made me a little more stronger emotionally…Though, I do break down to my closed ones at times and wish at the corner of my heart that everything had gone smooth for me, by being patient and accepted all the medicines/painful injections and be on absolute bed rest to have had HER…

It’s a learning for me to take care even more of my health, slow down and be empathetic/compassionate to people around and their problems.. I have started to take up classes with Dwi for strengthening my pelvic floor and core muscles of my body. I had been a little irregular for the past couple of weeks on my exercise schedule. I am sure SHE will help me stay focused on what is important for my life and achieves that through sustainability.

4 comments:

Loga said...

You are doing good...My heart goes out to you. Lots of hugs.

When you see red or feeling blue,
Smile and say " I WILL get thru'

Siva said...

Your Nivedhitha will come to this world soon.... with stronger attitude like her mom

shubs said...

Hi Siva/Loga,

Thanks for your emotional support as always :)

Anonymous said...

Life is never a bed of roses ; at the same time we have this wonderful gift of hope ! All that happens for a reason and it is always a good one - no matter how difficult it might be to accept.

You have already crossed the most difficult hurdle - that is moving on; it is just of matter of time now ! She will come for she has a promise to keep.