Too demanding..?

Am I offlate becoming a very demanding person at home!??

I suddently started to feel I dont get the attention I need or am I just bored being at home whole through the week days and expect to be out for the major part of the weekend -which dont seem to be happening? Am I unreasonable in this ?

Am a stay at home wife now and dont understand if its just this transition phase from working women to housewife , which is causing me such wierd thoughts?

I dont know whether am unreasonable or whether SG's office schedule has become way too demanding with little or rather no time at all for the partner?

I am also upset SG is going on a business trip to Europe for almost more than 20 days!! You might think I should be stupid to think so - considering its an oppurtunity for me also to go on a dream vacation to Paris!

I had done lot of search about The Hague and other tourist places around!! I had built too much of castle on air!!

The chances of me joining SG look bleak now with sudden changes made in Schengen visa appointments! :(

I should learn to enjoy my time here in Chennai all by myself. The climate is too hot to step out and so is my mood swings!!

Who is to be blamed for this state of mind of mine ??