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I am terribly down today! My house is really empty.. When there were inlaws at home, I feel I have sometime for myself and get to shop without having time restriction to come back home! But, currently I am all by myself in our rented flat and I feel very bored! I wish I could shop for hours together in a big mall!! But, dont seem to have the guts to step out in the hot sun!! I dont feel like doing anything at all, other than sleeping! Is it the summer or my monthly mood swings!?? God only knows!! I just felt like scribbling..Its my blog aah? Dont I have the riight to do that ? Anyone, who would like to give me company?